I wanted to write a few letters on here, but I realized it’s pointless if I’m not willing to say who they’re for. I’m seriously considering getting emancipated because things have been so bad lately. I hate complaining, I really do, but when I do: it’s a valid complaint. I realize that a lot of you in Vegas have tried keeping in touch with me, and I don’t respond; I’m sorry. We haven’t had internet since we moved (despite how my mother says we’ll get it weekly), and I’ve lost a lot of (or deleted) phone numbers. I’d like to say my senior year is going pretty well academically. I’m beginning to write admissions essays for colleges, and I’m even trying to be involved. I’m also not failing any classes! I’ve met some really great people out here, and they’re making things easier for me. Comparatively, a lot of them are better than my friends in Vegas. However, there are four of you I miss terribly. Maybe you guys know who you are, and maybe you don’t. I think I’m getting pretty brave as well. It could just be the ‘what do I have to lose?’ mentality I’ve been forced into though. I’m noticing that a lot of the same issues I had in Vegas are starting up again here, and I’m not sure how to stop it. I knowmy time here is limited, but I just want to make the best of it now and stop thinking about all of the ‘what if’s’.
Only a few of you will know what this means, but keep your fingers crossed for December 18th!
Ich liebe dich.
